| Sentiments |
on Regrets&Shoulda and What-it-Takes&How-it-Makes
Our P.E. instructor told us about the UAAP tickets. *exaggerate super* excited na naman ako. Wushu! Katuwa na sinabi agad ng prof namen ung bagay na yun, kasi I really don't have the time to update on such non-academic stuff [hwaat??!! may sakit ba ako?! c=] lalo na these past weeks na slighltly nagiging hectic at toxic ang schoolworks with either written and oral reports, graded recitation, level-up on lessons amd more assignments. But I have no choice. Estudyante ako. This is one of the how-it-makes.
Though lessons have took their next steps, it is quite difficult to adjust and go with it's normal flow. I need to study harder.. But look. I really can't understand the lesson, because our professor [right, just a professor] skips loads of transitory guides to the complex course he is to be discussing. It is like, you are halfway on a railroad and you try to get out of that place because the train is approaching, but you cannot start a step. I am liked trapped in the simple lesson. I really wonder why I can't get his lesson. I remember when I was still in high school, I had learned the lessons with ease but now that those are just being repeated, it is the time that I'm losing so much time on understanding how we arrived there, or how can I possibly get the right thing the next time! More: on the next time I just said, I still didn't get things right.
Arrrgghh.. Sumasakit ang ulo ko sa kanya. I dunno what to do na nga eh. Siguro focus muna ako. I'll start on the basics. Sure this is ridiculous, but I have to. I need some time to do this.. so the next time I write I could make myself proud. I was never like this when I was still in high school. I dunno what happened now. Just now. ='c
^i know i should have done better.. i know i would have done well.. i know i could have done much.. T_T
'--> scribbled by gravig'ire at 7.29pm
Hi. Joshua A. Lacap here. BSECE stude mula sa Pamanatasan ng Silangan - Manila [University of the East] at kasalukuyang
nasa ikalawang taon, unang semestre sa aking kolehiyo. 17 year-old, geek, computer buff.